Errr kinda embarring question... (please answer seriously)?

why hold back your ual drive? if your drive is that active... holding it back will just not make you feel good... some day you will find a special someone who will help you satisfy them urges. i used to wearing stockings every day to to get that feeling like i was rubbing up on some hot chick's legs... so what? if you are embarrased by it, don't tell anyone and get a lock for your bedroom door so your roomates don't walk in on you.